Mikali sh'Shar/Andorian Blues
Andorian Blues
After losing her commission and relapsing, Mikali sh'Shar fell into a dark place.
Her daughter was taken, her commission was taken, and for a time, her freedom too. Having completed rehabilitation and a prison sentence, she now faces the daunting, if not impossible task of trying to rebuild her life.
Offscreen Events
Stardate 239106.14 - Lost and displaced after the decommissioning of the USS Avandar, Mikali relapsed. She spent six weeks in prison on Andoria for possession of a personal-use quantity of restricted chemicals, followed by twelve weeks in rehabilitation.
Stardate 239110.20 - sh'Shar received an General discharge from Starfleet due to her conduct, narrowly avoiding a Bad Conduct Discharge.
Dramatis Personae
- Vexaǂprymmalʘyersevva ("Catscratch")
- Commander Valen Carys
Factors behind the relapse
- Lost of structure after the decommissioning of the USS Avandar
- Death of Alleran Tan
- Pain from her implants, most notably her prosthetic eye
- A really, really bad day
List of sims
"Clean and White"
Stardate: 239709.10
On the way to the USS Gorkon, Mikali sh'Shar makes a disturbing find.
"The Deal"
Stardate 239710.11
Mikali sh'Shar comes aboard the USS Gorkon for a visit, and asks for Serren Tan's help.
"Much Ado about Benna"
Stardate 239710.18, day 1 of 365
Mikali sh'Shar meets one of her contacts, Tasha MacFarlane, on Iana Station on the morning of her first day and they talk about her and her motivations before her shift.
Mikali sh'Shar - The Eternal Work
Lieutenant Tasha MacFarlane - ReachOut
Mikali sh'Shar - Much Ado About Benna
Lieutenant Tasha MacFarlane - For the Love of a Child
"The First Day"
Stardate 239710.18, day 1 of 365
Mikali sh'Shar has her first day at ReachOut.
"The Barzan Freighter"
Stardate 239710.19, day 2 of 365
Mikali sh'Shar attempts to fix Tasha's Barzan freighter, as an "extra credit" project, but things are not as smooth as they could be...
"Uglier Ways"
Stardate 239710.24, day 7 of 365
Mikali sh'Shar goes to counselling wherein, amongst other things, she is asked to perform a difficult task.
"The Un-Promise"
Stardate 239710.24, day 7 of 365
Her equilibrium disturbed, Mikali sh'Shar must keep a promise to her counsellor, even if it's painful.
"The Logs"
Stardate 239710.24 through 239711.08, day 7 through 21 of 365
Mikali sh'Shar starts making logs of her life, as requested by Carys, and a huge problem is revealed.
"Delirium"
Stardate 239711.09, day 22 of 365
Mikali sh'Shar's prosthetic eye malfunctions. Suffering from a terrible infection, her mind blurs the line between history and reality.
Mikali sh'Shar - Delirious Blendings of Heroism and Pain From Another Place, Another Time
Lieutenant Tasha MacFarlane - Raised Voices
Mikali sh'Shar - Drifting Echoes Of The Past, Fading To Quiet
Lieutenant Tasha MacFarlane - We'll get you better
Mikali sh'Shar - For The First Time In A Long Time
"The Eye of the Storm"
Stardate 239711.09 through Stardate 239711.23, day 22 through 36 of 365
Mikali sh'Shar receives visitors in sickbay.
"The Logs" (continued)
Stardate 239711.09 through Stardate 239711.25, day 22 through 38 of 365
Concurrent with the above, Mikali sh'Shar continues to record her personal logs.
"Discovering New Oceans"
Stardate 239711.25, day 38 of 365
Mikali, freshly discharged from hospital and recharged with a new perspective, books an appointment with Valen Carys to talk through it, but the conversation takes an unexpected turn when her career choices are discussed.
"A Promise Made..."
Stardate 239801.05, day 79 of 365
Having returned to work, but on light duties, Mikali takes some leave to resolve a promise she made to Jona ch'Ranni and Serren Tan.
Mikali sh'Shar - A Promise Made...
Mikali sh'Shar - A Little Help Goes A Long Way
Mikali sh'Shar - The Benefits Of Tiny Hands And Sensitive Antenna
"The Boxes"
Stardate 239801.09, day 82 of 365
Taking a brief break from work in preparation for having her new prosthetic eye installed, Mikali travels to Palanon for a little privacy... and to create.
"The Eyesore"
Stardate 239802.14, day 118 of 365
Freshly discharged after a month and six days in various iterations of surgery and recovery, Mikali sh'Shar tries out her new eye.
"The Cleanup"
Stardate 239802.18, day 122 of 365
Having returned to Iana Station, Mikali sh'Shar finds that her quarters need some attention.
"Loony Luna"
Stardate 239802.25, day 129 of 365
Mikali reaches out to an old friend from her days on the USS Independence-A.
"sh'Who?"
Stardate 239803.08, day 140 of 365
Mikali reaches out to an old commanding officer from her days on the USS Avandar, however things don't go anything like she planned.
"There Is No Coming to Consciousness Without Pain"
Stardate 239803.22, day 154 of 365
In her regular sessions with Valen Carys, Mikali discusses a difficult problem: how to become the person she believes she can be.
"The Corner"
Stardate 239806.20, day 244 of 365
Recovered from her health issues, Mikali puts her back into her work, but as she gets further ahead her roommate begins to fall behind.