Diamonds Personal Log

Diamond's Personal Log

Stardate 238308.09

With Julia coming over for dinner to discuss Robin's treatment, I have to clean up my quarters, or at least make them presentable for company. Shiela's things have been delivered before the de-compression of the Cargo Bay, which reminds me, I have to create a birthing area for her soon, as well as research the pregnacy of the Dragool. There was a letter from Janet, my sister, in her shipping crate, I will read it after Julia leaves tonight. ::door chime:: She's here already, Computer, end log.

Stardate 238307.29

I need to relinquish command; I don’t know if the crew trusts me or not after what Sniper did while in control, and I don’t know if Cura will ever forgive him/me for what happened to her, let alone John {her husband}. I am currently heading to Sickbay to have the doctor relieve me until we can prove I am mentally, as well as physically fit for command.

Stardate 238307.04

Finally, after many hours, no…years, of inner searching, I have been able to merge all of my inner personalities into one personality. This happened when I finally realized I was pushing the warrior spirit, whom my sub-conscious gave the image of Sniper from an alternate universe, instead of accepting it as part of me. After realizing this, I was able to regain control of my body. Now I have to live with what the Sniper persona did while in control.