Della Vetri Personal Log Stardate 238507.26
Where do I start?
Not a particularly good beginning, when you somehow manage to download entire memories from someone's head without meaning to. Especially when my abilities don't normally work that way.
Even more especially when the someone in question is our resident SFI Officer.
Now I have another person's (not T'Lea's) memories of them killing somebody. Add to that, T'Lea seems to thing one of my symbiote' previous hosts was into something dodgy. Something she thinks she can, and will, use against me if I reveal anything to anyone about all this.
I have decided the best thing I can do about all this is to just plain not think about it. Classic avoidance behavior, I know, but I just had a nice therapeutic scream at the mirror, and I really don't care about anything else right now.
Hopefully I'm not gonna loose it during the little gathering the Captain has arranged so we can all get to know each other. Lots of people, plenty of distractions. If I have to speak to him I think I'm gonna scream again.