T'Var Helling/Personal Log: Difference between revisions

!I was advised today by a Engineering Ensign to start a personal log.  It’s not something that I’ve previously kept, truth be told I never saw the purpose.  But the Ensign in question seems to find that keeping a personal log helps her work though things that have happened during the day.  Personally I doubt that I will find the same thing to be true but I have been trying to find new ways of relaxing and maybe keeping a log will do just that.  

!I've arranged to go on a date with Ensign Roshacari.  She's a young and very beautiful half Ash'lie half Betazoid woman.  When I first met her I knew I felt something for her I just didn't know if she'd feel anything for me.  But as it turns out she does.  So now we're here, going on a date.

I have only one concern, she's I'm her superior; she's a Security Officer.  Should that mean I shouldn't date her?  I mean, isn't it a kind of favoritism?  I always tried to treat the officers who report to me in the same way, it was only fair.  But when I was an Ensign I dated my Chief.  The age old question: duty or emotion.  I know how a Vulcan would argue but I can't switch off my feelings.  I'll follow my gut, it's always served me well in the past and it says I should try it and see what happens.  It'll be it's own adventure and that's what I told myself I'd live for.