Thomas Janeway/Personal Log

Janeway's Personal Logs Log Title Stardate Log Body Arriving on the USS Atlantis 239112.10 As a new ensign aboard the USS Atlantis, I must report to the Captain about the whereabouts of the ship. I plan to be efficient, dedicated, and professional at all times. Unqualified Officers 239112.24 The ship that I am on seems sufficient for what I will need. We are on a mission inspecting a time rift in space, yet Lt. Mattingly doesn't seem to understand anything about computers. I suppose that this is what an engineer is for. I will do my best to help anyone in need - when they need it. Recovery 239201.05 Today I went to visit the Chief Engineer, Lt. Gwen Gardener. She appears to have been through some sort of injury, but as I have just met her and was not there at the time of the accident, I do not know what type of accident she was involved in. I truly hope that as a fellow engineer she and I will be able to understand eachother. Logic and Confusion 239201.05 (ENCRYPTED LOG) Today I experienced a sensation which shouldn't occur for another two years. I began to think of the young woman I loved on Vulcan, K'Pek, and to wish to be with her. I hope that this is only temporary. After all, the time rift may have had unusual effects on me. The symptoms will probably dissipate in a few days. A Crushed Replicator 239201.06 (ENCRYPTED LOG) The symptoms have gotten worse. I became ANGRY earlier and physically assaulted my personal replicator in my quarters. I do not have time to fix it, but I will as soon as possible. Maybe I should visit sickbay. Party Crasher 239201.14 (ENCRYPTED LOG) I cannot believe what I have just done. Last night, I declared KOON-UT-KAL-IF-FEE (The Vulcan tradition of fighting for one's mate) and I attacked Lt. Shar'Wyn Foster. Then, I kidnapped his girlfriend and took her to my quarters. We mated, and now I believe that she is pregnant. What will I tell my father? How will I ever speak to Lt. Gardener or Lt. Foster ever again? The effects have not yet completely worn off, and I still experience guilt. I have contacted the captain, and he will meet with me in sickbay. What happens next is up to him.