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+|FIRST NAME = Kelrod
+|COLOR = Gold
+|RANK = SAR
+|IMAGE = Marcus Dickens.jpg|15|10|1.2
+|TITLE = SAR Leader's Log (Stardate 239410.20)
+|LOG =
+Computer start record.
+The last days have been... unique, to say the least. We've been to Antor II where the Klingon Jilor attacked the planet with a quantum torpedo, pressumably stolen and created a subspace tear within the planet, on the impact site. More surprisingly the tear didn't dissapear inmediately, but remained, threatening to grow and provoking a genocide. We've averted it and found a secret installation but before we could discover what's there, we found some mercenaries, including a Cardassian and we were forced to leave. But what make those last days really unique were a... incredible news. I've been dating Ensign Stiftani Harik, here and there, we shared some ... chemistry, she wasn't afraid of me, nor suspicious, just gentle, caring, ... we've had our passionate days, somehow she made me feel ... free, to be myself, made me feel important, on a personal level, no distrust, no doubts... she was like Raj, but being a woman. Oh my... when Raj finds out... he won't believe it.
+The important fact is that ... oh, it's amazing,.... she told me that... I'm to be a FATHER! Me! Can you believe it? Oh, maybe you're listening to this. I still don't know if you're a boy or a girl, but I don't care. I was stunned, shocked, freezed, when she told me. I've reacted like a retard, I confess. But after ... how much it was... two hundred,... three hundred years bodyless, then merging with Marcus and seeing life through his eyes, seeing him with Vojana, I'd lost all hopes for something like this to happen to me. But,... here we are.... with me realizing that my hands shaked, my voice trembled, my legs melted... My father left my mother when I was so young, I never forgot nor forgiven him for that, even when he reached to me when I was coming of age. He didn't deserves me, my mother raised me alone, fell ill and finally died without having the chance to live a full life, I had to grow up quick, be strong, no time or money for good comodities or to enjoy summers together as we would have liked.
+Because of this I've realized that I don't want you to doubt that I'll love you forever, I might become hard on some aspects with you, but it's only because I plan to be the father that I lacked. Forgive me for any mistake that I might make on the road that we'll walk together and I hope that someday, you'll be able to walk your own path and that you'll have the tools and the assurance that I love you and hope that you'll love me too. Anytime, anywhere, no matter what, no matter when, no matter why, I'll be your father and I'll be with you.
+End log
+}}
+{{Log
+|FIRST NAME = Kelrod
+|COLOR = Gold
+|RANK = SAR
+|IMAGE = Marcus Dickens.jpg|15|10|1.2
+|TITLE = SAR Leader's Log (Stardate 239411.13)
+|LOG =
+Computer start record.
+We've finally made it a reality. The modification of the Type 10 shuttle for the SAR team that will be known from now on as Shadow. We've also been tasked to modify a second shuttle, the Prospero, so the Veritas will be even more versatile and we'll be engaging some trials in a few hours to check their performance in the Shoals. I'm confident with the Shadow as I've had the help of Luna, commander Walker, the Chief engineer of the Veritas. I've served with her for a few years on different ships and if she says something will work, I'll believe her. I'd like to recognize too Lieutenant Commander Delano and ensign Wolfe, a new science officer, that helped with the sensors and scientific approach of the shuttle. So, it seems that I'm settling in as the SAR leader, gaining confidence everyday, with every mission. Once I'm back from this trials I'll need to have a talk with the captain, I'd like to tell her that I'll be the father to Harik's child and that we intend to live together. I still have to talk and meet her parents, that'll come with time and I hope I'll be ready for it. It still amazes me that I could feel this way after more than a century of existance... But I've never been a father, so... I guess it's normal.
+Aside from that personal feeling, I still find difficult to interact with some of the crew, they're specially,... ellusive, or just not interested in interpersonal relationship with my persona. I wonder if it's something natural on them but something tells me that they still don't feel comfortable with me as they still can see Marcus on me. Talking about that, he's also happy for the baby news, but is somehow hesitant to feel the full extent of joy, because in his mind he expects something to go wrong and be deceived again. I have to admit that part of those thoughts and feelings permeate me and I can't avoid it, but I'm eager to try to put them aside and be happy with Harik and the baby.
+Just in case something happens I'd like to leave here that I love Frankie a lot and that despite that I still don't know you, I love you my child and I want you to grow happy and strong, be good with your mother and made us both proud of your accomplishments.
+End log
+}}
+{{Log
+|FIRST NAME = Kelrod
+|COLOR = Gold
+|RANK = SAR
+|IMAGE = Marcus Dickens.jpg|15|10|1.2
+|TITLE = SAR Leader's Log (Stardate 239701.13)
+|LOG =
+Computer start record.
+After a strange experience in some kind of subspace void that trapped us during a race near the Ketar system, we're in orbit undergoing repairs. At the end of those, we're notified that secretary Ventu has arrived to participate in some dimplomatic mission with the Ketar government and the Romulan and Reman refugees that live on the planet. It seems that there are tensions rising leading to a confrontation between the refugees and the other Ketar V inhabitants, after the election of the refugees representative, Tessara. we are to provide protection to the secretary's meetings with the Ketar V Governor and most probably with Tessara herself. This time we'll focus on the protection of the secretary and the rest of the people involved in the talks along the CCMS who will also provide crowd control and general protection during the secretary's visit. I must say that having someone like the secratary to protect is a huge responsibility, but I'll do my best to assure that the conversations run as smoothly as possible and to forge a better relationship with the Marshalls after the incident at Welder's dinner.
+On a personal note my... interest on a certain Lieutenant has proven another dead end, hitting a wall in quite a hard way. at least this time I haven't been given expectations and she's been honest from the beginning. I must say that Raissa has been... let's say a pivotal figure in this realization, what makes me wonder if she's still a great counselor or she just played some kind of practical joke with me and amused herself in the process. Anyway, I feel that my life is in order again, with just me and my work, no distractions and no liabilities. I'd have talked with the Counselor about this, but he's been so busy becoming first and second officer that I told him that my previous call for a talk wasn't necessary, but... I'll deal with it on my own.
+End log
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