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<div style="background-color: white; margin: 15px; border-left: 6px solid steelblue; border-radius: 16px; padding: 5px 10px 5px 10px;">I've been running around since that day. On duty when I could be or out doing something extra to not be lost in my thoughts or memories or that stupid nightmare that won't go away. The events from Frontier Day were the worst days I have ever dealt with. The crazy kept coming. One insane bad after another. Not just the dominion...but them and the borg? Explosions and phaser fights...
 
Part of me wanted to reach out to my parents. Apologize for leaving and say I'm coming home. The other part wanted to scream at my father that I didn't become a Son'a for protecting myself and never would. Had he seen me with that phaser any of the times I held it? He would have lectured me on how many of our people became the Son'a when they became aggressive. He doesn't realize that I'm not them. I'm me. And I'm trying to deal with a monsoon of emotions and fears and figure out where in the world I stand.
 
I've been bottling and working and running...speaking of which, I need to finish getting into uniform and stop this for now...there is a ceremony at Earth.
 
I got promoted with Sevan, Divya, and Kris.
 
I don't know how to think or feel right now. I walked the gardens with Sevan and loved it. But then I'm back here with my thoughts. Time to get back to work and hopefully not think about nightmares.
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Hurt...I'm alright more or less. I had a Nurse grumbling at me for not coming sooner but should be able to leave soon.  
Hurt...I'm alright more or less. I had a Nurse grumbling at me for not coming sooner but should be able to leave soon.  


Admiral Picard ended up saving us again. Thinking about where we were before that signal was ended...I think we could have done it without him. Eventually. With so many other lives lost...but we could have done it. Maybe.  
Admiral Picard ended up saving us again. Thinking about where we were before that signal was ended...I think we could have done it without him. Eventually. With so many other lives lost...but we could have done it.  


This ship...the Astraeus, has SO many amazing officers that can work wanders. At least from what I've seen on the several bridge duties that I got during this mess. So many were amazing and ready to push and help whenever needed and do it quickly!
This ship...the Astraeus, has SO many amazing officers that can work wanders. At least from what I've seen on the several bridge duties that I got during this mess. So many were amazing and ready to push and help whenever needed and do it quickly!
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<div style="background-color: white; margin: 15px; border-left: 6px solid steelblue; border-radius: 16px; padding: 5px 10px 5px 10px;">We got concerning news and chased it. Changelings and...and everything. It's been insane. We went from shoreleave to chasing down Admiral Picard and the USS Titan...to changelings being on the ship. I have had bridge duty and been assigned on so many tasks over the last few days. It's been insane.  
<div style="background-color: white; margin: 15px; border-left: 6px solid steelblue; border-radius: 16px; padding: 5px 10px 5px 10px;">We got concerning news and chased it. Changelings and...and everything. It's been insane. We went from shoreleave to chasing down Admiral Picard and the USS Titan...to changelings being on the ship. I have had bridge duty and been assigned on so many tasks over the last few days. It's been insane.  
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