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James is gone. Just gone... he left for a new assignment... he didn't even say goodbye. I'm hurt, I would be lying if I said I'm not. His sudden departure is so reminiscent of... well... of Sojak. I've been tearing myself apart over it. It hurts so much, I'm so angry! So insanely angry! ... ... Commander Jaxx noticed. That I was acting odd. He wanted to cheer me up, invited me to dinner. But he didn't tell me that initially! | James is gone. Just gone... he left for a new assignment... he didn't even say goodbye. I'm hurt, I would be lying if I said I'm not. His sudden departure is so reminiscent of... well... of Sojak. I've been tearing myself apart over it. It hurts so much, I'm so angry! So insanely angry! ... ... Commander Jaxx noticed. That I was acting odd. He wanted to cheer me up, invited me to dinner. But he didn't tell me that initially! | ||
He said he had a 'science problem'. Wanted my help off duty. He eventually told me why he 'lured' me there. It was very kind of him, but I suppose as the Commanding Officer he has a duty to ensure all his crew are content. Either way I am glad I went. I feel more comfortable around the commander now, last night it was the alcohol, now... I don't know. Maybe it's just because I really let go last night, I was just me. Silly, cheeky, slightly drunk me... and he didn't seem to mind... It was a | He said he had a 'science problem'. Wanted my help off duty. He eventually told me why he 'lured' me there. It was very kind of him, but I suppose as the Commanding Officer he has a duty to ensure all his crew are content. Either way I am glad I went. I feel more comfortable around the commander now, last night it was the alcohol, now... I don't know. Maybe it's just because I really let go last night, I was just me. Silly, cheeky, slightly drunk me... and he didn't seem to mind... It was a good night... | ||
I hope it happens again. | I hope it happens again. | ||
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====Stardate 238712.12==== | |||
Begin personal log, Stardate 238712.12. | |||
Wow, has it really been so long since I sat down to record my thoughts? I suppose it has, with everything that has happened since then. | |||
I suppose the two biggest changes are my injuries and of course Commander Jaxx... well Andrus. | |||
I'll start with the injuries. There was a mission to intercept a transaction between a group of Romulans and an unknown insect species in the Azure nebula. A boarding party was sent over to the freighter suspected to be carrying the items in question. I was sent along to help locate the freighter in the nebula. While in the shuttle a Romulan Warbird decloaked and started igniting gas pockets, the shuttle took a pretty bad beating and as a result we experienced some turbulence and some consoles exploded... the console I was at exploded... and I was thrown from my seat by the rocking of the shuttle. | |||
I fell unconscious, and, well to avoid details, it wasn't pleasant. But when I awoke, Jaxx was right there. Right next to the biobed asleep in a chair. He's been right beside me the whole time I've been regenerating, monitoring me, bandaging my burnt arms, rushing to my quarters at insane hours in the morning in his boxer shorts. He was there the whole time. | |||
At first I was just so thankful to have someone there, right when I needed someone, anyone. Then, well, then I started to grow fond of him... attracted to him. It turned out he was feeling the same, and now we're seeing each other exclusively. | |||
I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I'm worried about the consequences of seeing my Commanding Officer, while I don't want to walk away from the feelings that have developed. He has said he likes to live to lives. One on duty, one off. This is a comfort to me; I really think it's important that while on duty I am Ensign Tressa and he is Commander Jaxx... I said the same to him... | |||
I suppose that's everything for now... the crew is on shore leave, I'm on medical leave. I don't know where we are heading next, but Jaxx mentioned earlier today there would be a briefing soon, so I suppose our next mission has already been decided... | |||
End Personal Log. | |||